Gajalakshmi
Paramasivam
16
October 2019
Yesterday was the samadi anniversary of Saint Shirdi Baba who gave me
the message to help Tamils and Muslims. (Chapter 1-Jaffna is my heritage ; not dowry).
Yesterday was also the birth anniversary of
my granduncle Duraipillai. I prostrated in front of his photo and asked
for his blessings. To some, this may seem an act of superstition. But to me –
it was a way to invoke the positive Energy that this Saint and granduncle respectively
had developed and that which is available to the community and family. Later, in the evening, we watched with much
satisfaction – the TV news regarding the inauguration of Jaffna International Airport. Last night,
before shutting down the computer – I did a Google search under my name – which
I do from time to time. Then I came across the ‘Jaffna Seminar Report’ (2013) in which I have highlighted the Jaffna Plane. https://www.austms.org/other_pdfs/seminars/Jaffna_Seminar_Report.pdf
I felt that I had also contributed to ‘Jaffna
International Airport’ by believing in Jaffna. In terms of the Jaffna plane –
which is to the credit of Malaysian Tamils of Jaffna origin – remembrance of
that contribution is important when invoking the LTTE name superstitiously.
As per yesterday’s Island editorial headed ‘Reds and
gods’ one gets the feeling that these would be considered superstitious connections:
[..Dissanayake
has also raked astrologers over the coals and flayed the media for promoting
astrology and occult practices. We are reminded of Voltaire, who famously said,
"Superstition is to religion what astrology is to astronomy, the mad daughter
of a wise mother. These daughters have too long dominated the earth." One
may say these mad daughters have had a polyandrous relationship with our
political leaders if talismans, gem-studded rings, etc., the latter wear to
ward off the so-called malefic planetary influences are anything to go by. Man, who has evolved over millennia, now
possesses an advanced mind, which is capable of unravelling some mysteries of
the universe, but he continues to be troubled by gnawing atavistic fears. Those
who wield immense political power are no exception.]
Am I such a mad daughter? I was certainly classified
so by well-meaning psychiatrists who wanted to right the wrong by a Magistrate
suffering from bi polar disorder. Naan
Australian – chapter 26:
MENTAL STATE
EXAMINATION
..Mrs. Paramasivam was punctual for the interview. She
was accompanied by her husband. She was casually dressed in jeans and T-shirt.
She was very polite, pleasant and appropriate in her manner of relating. She
has a broad range of emotional response and there was no indication that she
was suffering from any disturbance in her mood. She was not at all concerned by
her charges or the possibility that she could be incarcerated. Her speech was
normal in rate and volume with no thought disorder. She was able to give a very
detailed history of the series of events that led up to her current charges.
She was supremely confident that her course of action was the right course and
her self righteousness verged on grandiosity. She expressed a number of bizarre
beliefs (delusions) with a belief that she was able to communicate via mental
telepathy with various religious figures. She believed that she was being
persecuted by the police and that the University and the Judiciary were
colluding against her. She denied the presence of imaginary voices (auditory
hallucinations) however it was probable that she had been responding to
imaginary voices. She was quite insightless as she did not believe she had a
mental illness and had no desire to take medication.
ADDITIONAL INFORMATION
Following the termination of the assessment I spoke to
her husband briefly and asked him about her behaviour. He was very supportive
and he did not believe that his wife was mentally ill.
I note that as a result of her assessment provided by
Dr. Conor O’Neil on 6 June she was sent on a Section 31A of the Mental Health
(Criminal Procedures) Act 1990 to the psychiatric unit at Caritas Hospital
where she was found to be mentally ill and to be suffering from a paranoid
psychotic disorder. However the assessing doctor at the time did not deem it
necessary to keep her in hospital on the basis that her condition was likely to
be prolonged and difficult to treat.
PSYCHIATRIC
DIAGNOSIS AND OPINION
Mrs. Paramasivam has a paranoid psychosis. This
condition has been present for several years and is characterized delusions of
grandiosity, passivity and persecution and probable visual and auditory
hallucinations, In addition she has prominent obsessional traits in her
personality with a tendency to be quite moralistic, rigid and somewhat
inflexible in her manner in relating to the world.
There is no indication that she has a drug and alcohol
problem or that she is developmentally disabled.
Mrs. Paramasivam is mentally ill and although she has
made a nuisance of herself I do not believe that she would harm either herself
or others in particular members of the university. She needs treatment with
appropriate antipsychotic medication, Based on past experiences it is
unfortunately highly probable that she would not be admitted if she was sent to
a psychiatric hospital in the community. Two hospitals have already denied her
care.
I believe that it would be appropriate to seek a
Community Treatment Order under Section 32 of
the Mental Health Act. Due to her total lack of insight she will not
voluntarily seek treatment. As her beliefs are very entrenched and have been
present for several years her response to medication is likely to be slow however
this is not a reason to avoid or deny treatment.
Without treatment I believe there is a considerable
risk that she will reoffend. She perceives herself as a martyr who is fighting
for the rights of others and her own well being is of little significance to
her. Although she is prone to place her own interpretation on the law she does
have a strong moral code. She indicated that she would adhere to an AVO if she
knew that there was one in place and for this reason I would encourage the
University to take out an AVO if this has not already been done.
As the above ‘specialists in science of law and
medicine’ I was mentally ill – a mad daughter.
But many Hindus touch my feet as a mark of respect for an elder. This is
common practice in Buddhists also. We therefore belong in two different worlds.
Let us now go to the case against Mr Gotabhaya Rajapaksa which was dismissed by the Court of
Appeal on 04 October 2019. The last two pages of the judgment are reported to
be as follows:
As per my interpretation
of the above, the ‘issue’ as stated by
the judges was whether or not there was a legal basis to issue formal Notice of
the Application to the Respondents?
If yes, all one needed was the rule of Court of
Appeal in relation to acceptance and processing of documents. This usually is a Registry function
– the function parallel to those in Citizenship section of the Department of
Immigration in relation to Dual Citizenship Applications. The matter is
resolved through the simple science of Administration – the same way I would
check the level of my body temperature to decide whether or not to take Panadol?
. But the Court went through three days of hearing and 41 pages of discussion –
before delivering the ruling that there was no legal basis to issue formal
Notice of the Application to the Respondents?
The case laws that have been included are the
parallels of my prayers to Saint Shirdi Baba and my communications with Sai
Baba – included as follows in the above report by the Australian specialist:
Mrs.
Paramasivam acknowledged that for several years she had been in communication
with a range of people including Yoga Swami, Our Lady and Sai Baba the leader
of an Indian Religious Group. She told me that Sai Baba was a saint and on the
5 November 1998 red powder materialized on her picture of him. She interpreted
this as meaning that he was in communication with her and felt that it was a
miracle, a sign of his love for society.
She said that
Sai Baba was able to anticipate her thoughts and she felt comforted by this and
said that she had experienced an intuitive relationship with Sai Baba and her
communication with him had continued to this day. She described the
communication as a “blissful state” it felt as if she did not have a care in the world. She acknowledges that her
current charges did not concern her because of the comfort she received from
Sai Baba and said that he was the only one whose opinion counted with her.
The fact that I connected the above materialization
to the Auditor General’s report confirming my own conclusions about the
University’s Financial Management system
- published on the same day – 05 November 1998 was left out of the above
report – by the scientist.
In modern management this mind to mind communication
is recognized as Performance Indicators. One does not need proof because one
believes. Case laws likewise are about how our ancestors structured the problem
and applied that particular law. The same manifestation is likely to produce different outcomes when passed through
two different laws of the one country – as per the minds of those who produced
those laws.
As per science – Time and Place influence change in
form. If we therefore go deep into the matter until we come to the ‘time’ when
a previous outcome happened – we would have the true experience. Then that
truth will lead us. But if we blindly copy the form – that would mislead us.
The Island editor states in this regard:
[Most Sri Lankan political leaders flaunt their
raja yoga or rare planetary combinations in their horoscopes, believed to
indicate their ascent to the zenith of their careers; they do as their
astrologers say in a bid to achieve their goals. There have been instances
where their decisions based on astrological predictions brought about their
downfall. It may be recalled that a popular president once had a painful
pratfall as he took his palace seer’s advice seriously and advanced a
presidential election only to be beaten by a dark horse in the race. The
astrologer concerned is still having a good practice, we are told. There is
said to be a sucker born every minute.]
What about the Ides of March? Is it mythology? The month
of March was the month of war as well as the first month in the ancient Roman
calendar. Hence the prophecy by someone who went into that science at that
time. Caesar was a warlord and the time was ripe for a new beginning. One who
believes in Astrology would see the deeper mind of the person whose ‘fate’/ ‘karma’
s/he is reading than the person her/himself. It’s not different to a doctor
reading the patient’s mind in relation to a particular disease. Like the Island
editor – Caesar also did not feel warned by the ‘ides of March prophesy’.
Mr Mahinda
Rajapaksa was influenced by not only the ‘palace seer’ but also the ‘case law’
of the 2010 elections in which he emerged victor. Both – 2010 as well as the
2015 elections were called in the month of November – the month dedicated to
the souls of the dead. November 23 on which the 2010 elections were confirmed
by Mr Rajapaksa is also the birthday of
Swami Sathya Sai Baba. The Opposition in those elections was General Fonseka
who demonstrated greater faith in his secular skills than in religion. In addition
– a good proportion of the LTTE were also known to have been disrespectful of
Swami Sathya Sai Baba. Hence their soul power would not have worked against Mr
Rajapaksa’s religious beliefs.
But
in 2015 civilian pain due to the war surfaced as a strong factor. Every time
the loved ones of the dead felt deep pain – to which the Rajapaksas did not
respond – the victims’ civilian powers
got strengthened. The soul power of November was thus spread over the years. Mr
Sirisena who became the medium was very much a religious man. These aspects
would be experienced when we go deep into the minds of participants through our
common belief. This common belief could include astrology as well as Buddhism. By 2014 – Mr Rajapaksa may have
become less and less connected to the minds of those who believed in astrology by
failing to say ‘thank you’ to the astrological powers and/or the voters who had
common belief.
Belief
is Absolute power and it delivers through the main pathway through which one
has travelled. I believe that my insight into law happened due to my belief in
secular law. When one of the above mentioned matters was being heard – and a
good psychiatrist declared that I was quite normal and directed the matter back
to the courts. That psychiatrist – Dr Peter
Vaugh stated that I was following in the path of Gandhi. The courts released me
– and later I found that on 01 November 2004 the same day the above happened - my response
to Justice C.G. Weeramantry, former Vice President of the International Court
of Justice – was Published by Daily News of Sri Lanka That was Déjà vu.
My mind did and would help others in need – as case
law – especially when Judicial rulings become superstitious due to lack of
belief in judicial ancestors.
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