Wednesday, 8 September 2021

 

Gajalakshmi Paramasivam

08 September   2021

 

 

Experiencing ‘Most Fallible’

In 1976, I was teaching Accounts at St Bridget’s Convent in Colombo 7, on part time basis – at the request of Mr Huzam Cader. One of the students gave me a picture of Our Lady of Velankanni, in Tamil Nadu, in appreciation of my service. The day was – 08 September - the Feast of Mother Velankanni – Our Lady of Good Health. Whenever I focused and prayed to Mother Velankanni, my prayers were answered. Today, also, miraculously I achieved a milestone in structuring English tutoring service to Sri Lankan students in rural areas- seeking to move to Colombo for further education. During discussions this morning, I was reminded of that experience not only because it was Our Lady’s Feast but also because I learnt from one of my student  - the artful use of ‘most fallible’. Back then the student who was questioned by me said ‘Ms I am most fallible’. I understood the meaning and appreciated her artful usage. Later I remembered the young lady and followed her art form. During the inquiry by Kerry O’Reilly – Acting Manager – Finance – at the University of NSW - on 28 July 1998, I used the phrase as follows:

[I consider Journal reasons to be very important and my standard practice is to reflect such details as much as possible. Andrew Kell and Phil Dulhunty would confirm that this was one of the first matters that I discussed with them and insisted on being adhered to. I asked you whether you had checked the narration using F9 button, and you confirmed that you were not familiar with it. I said also that it was possible that I had missed the narration – as a I am most fallible – but would ensure that I take greater care in future.]

The driving force here was my commonness with Phil, who offered to explain to Kerry that he had recorded the transaction, but I had already taken responsibility. It was Phil who later brought to my notice that on 05 November 1998, the Sydney Morning Herald had published a negative report by the Auditor General – highlighting most of the deficiencies I had already highlighted about the University’s Budgetary system. That is the Universal power of Truth/Belief. In return for Accounting knowledge, I learnt about Machiavelli, from Phil.

There is a particular reason for sharing all this today. Mr Maravanpulavu K. Sachithananthan has included me in his response to Dr Ratnajeevan Hoole’s article headed  Nallur Kandasamy Of “The-Other-Side” Nallur Versus St. James’ Of “Town-Side” Nellore - Colombo Telegraph.

Most Hindus of Jaffna origin would know that the 25 day Nallur Festival which began on 13 August, was telecast for us. When I watched and prayed from Coogee, I went into virtual reality mode. The highlight was the Chariot festival on Sunday. It was a beautiful experience and I thanked all the priests who went that extra mile to bring us the real experience. I kept thanking them from the bottom of my heart.

In his above mentioned article, Hoole statesFollowing replacement of the Central Temple by a Roman Chapel, historic documents refer to the Nellore Temple having been built by Chembaha Perumal. There is deliberate spinning between the razed temple and the new to make the present temple seem old. The Wikipedia says, “According to the Yalpana Vaipava Malai, the temple was developed at the site (NB) in the 13th century by Buwaneka Bahu, a minister to the King of Kotte. Chembaha Perumal is credited with building the third Nallur Kandaswamy temple”. Where were the first and second? Other so-called encyclopedic sources say, “the Temple’s foundation was laid in 948 AD. … Due to invasion of foreigners, the temple had to be relocated several times in different places within [the] Nallur area.” Nonsense.]

 

I have heard about the Yalpana Vaibava Malai but have not read it. But my experience of Nallur is real. I grew up praying to Nallur Murugan. When I thought I needed something, I fasted and prayed. Nothing was too small or too big. To me that is My Nallur. This time my prayers included the priests’ welfare and thanks giving also for the consolidated power that brought back the three year old A J Anthony for whose return his mother and her community prayed to St Anthony – the patron saint of lost things. At the deep level – that Divine Energy is formless.

 

As per Wikipedia  – ‘Hoole is Professor of Electrical and Computer Engineering at Michigan State University in the US

To have authority over other subject matters Hoole needs to have the experience based Belief. Mere statements of relativity confirm abuse of academic title. In Democracy, the customer/reader/ is at the top of the hierarchy. Wikipedia confirms this in journalism as follows:

[The inverted pyramid is taught to mass communication and journalism students, and is systematically used in English-language media]

As per Nielson Norman Group

[In journalism, the inverted pyramid refers to a story structure where the most important information (or what might even be considered the conclusion) is presented first. The who, what, when, where and why appear at the start of a story, followed by supporting details and background information. This writing style is different than, for exampleacademic writing, where an abstract may summarize the main findings, but the content typically focuses first on the details, leading to the conclusion which appears at the end of the article.]

Hoole concludes as follows:

[The real Nellore is vanishing. The usurper Nallur stands on sufi soil and is in bad hands; the hands of people who use caste to attack others and try to enhance their caste, but will say to talk about the evils of caste is to practise caste.]

The reality in Jaffna is Thesawalamai order. As per Thesawalamai law back then – caste was very much part of our system as was dowry. Both were valid due to separation of powers as per the category of work performed. Caste practice continues even now in the outer suburbs. The wider the cultural gap – the greater the distance needed. My way of compensating for abuse of caste system by my group (senior caste) is to actively live with them in their village. Hoole by choice chose to buy land in senior caste area of Nallur. In terms of schooling – Hoole’s alma mater – St John’s College is high class – relative to Thunaivi School. The separation helps minimise caste based discrimination. With separation devolution becomes more of a reality. His attitude is referred to as - The Wolf is crying on seeing the Goat getting wet in rain!/ “Aadu nanaigirathenru ohnai azhukirathaam”.

I do not know about Hoole but most Tamil men known to me got a dowry when they got married.

The ‘certifications’ by Hoole in the case of Nallur are invalid and misleading. Colombo Telegraph has the duty to check whether their indicator that he is a Professor in the subject matter under which the article has been written – is true.

If not both owe apologies to the Sri Lankan Public.

 

 

 

Tuesday, 7 September 2021

 

Gajalakshmi Paramasivam

07 September   2021

 

 

Army Above Doctors

1.     I was included in the email list that referred to the article Vaccine-associated enhanced disease: Case definition and guidelines for data collection, analysis, and presentation of immunization safety data - ScienceDirect

 

2.     I wrote in appreciation ‘Thank you so very much. It makes us feel part of the global community’

 

3.     The link person wrote: ‘More than that Gaja, the urge to seek, search, question, learn, listen, review, re review instead of just believing or lying with shut mind as divine, or karma or fate or destiny. God only helps those who think, question and seek and not those with blind faith. There are people who just follow, don't question and boast that  no need to understand. Many even ridicule the thinkers and call them as ethists. May nature forgive them.

4.     I responded as follows:

 

I am surprised that you have not learnt from the covid experience that something that happens but cannot be measured through  the physical and the brain is exponential. Some call it karma and others call it belief, truth God, Energy. It is the invisible third dimension in any manifestation.

 

This week, we had this experience here in NSW where the autistic three year old Anthony got lost on Friday and was found yesterday. As a mother I felt with the parents who were distraught. It could have happened to any of us. We mind merged with those who were looking for the boy of their own free will. We learnt that the mother went to the monastery and prayed there. One of the reporters said that the discovery was by the Grace of Saint Anthony – the Patron Saint of ‘lost and found’. I was touched by the commonness in culture with Sri Lankans who also believe in the Power of St Anthony. I learnt about this from my mother. Hence my feelings in the case of Easter bombings were deep. Many times I went there to pray and felt better. It could be that I pray to my own-self  , my mother in me and some of my teachers at Holy Family Convent who contributed to my grooming- This is  as in meditation. When I find the answers from within – I attribute the credit to that form through whom I focused. But in reality it is the consolidated mind that I access. The mind that has survived the test of time and place displacements is Energy.  Xxxx has forwarded reference to Buddhist Bin Laden. It has no direct connection to Medical science. But there are other avenues through which we consolidate the mind through our own parallels in Sri Lanka. That is called belief. Its power is exponential.

 

You state [seek, search, question, learn, listen, review, re review instead of just believing or lying with shut mind as divine, or karma or fate or destiny]

 

We also do all of the above – largely within our own experiences. Those who take our word for it – believe in us as their elders. Today for example I was worried when I made my regular call to a trainee (young mother)  in Vaddukoddai – who has been claiming she had the ‘flu. I kept urging her to go to the hospital if she had breathing difficulties. Many in that area do not trust the medical system to deal with Corona attacks and they are concerned that they may be ‘listed’ as Corona patients or that if they went there they would also get infected. Their equation is belief and effects after treating themselves locally. The young lady ‘obeyed’ me because she thinks I know better than she does. If I get Corona she would lose that source but go back to local only. I attach the letter I wrote to our Premier last Thursday – through which I believe I completed the strength of the vaccine rollout through my own pathway which would go through as governance power to anyone in true need.

 

Any system that has no value beyond your local group but keeps producing visible outcomes - inverts itself . With belief you are the producer as well as the consumer. Hence it is a sovereign environment with the capacity to sustain itself. That is the governance aspect of leadership which – like the Corona virus is exponential but in reverse (positive)  direction. To my mind, Placebo treatment is through this belief.

 

I wrote during the early days of the infection that to my mind this happened due to using the Silk Road Universal heritage for current economic purposes. A heritage is a Sovereign power and its value – when used for current economic purposes – surfaces the costs exponentially. Its parallel in medicine would be out of body experiments with Frankenstein effect.

 

I ask you - what you doctors were doing when the Covid management was placed under military management? If you had desire then that is followed by fear. I wrote because I do not desire the ‘right’ tick nor fear the ‘wrong’ cross. Is that not the basic tenet in Buddhism – to renounce desire – as I learnt in Tamil – Aasai Arehmin.

 

If you are true to yourself – you have the duty to respond to this or keep your peace forever!

 

Monday, 6 September 2021

 

Gajalakshmi Paramasivam

05 September   2021

 

 

Mental Health & Terrorism

Here in Australia, we now frequently hear that Mental Health issues are on the rise during Lockdown. On 02 September, I wrote to our NSW Premier as follows:

[Ms Berejiklin, I believe that due processes that have survived the test of time, are Energy of the minds that developed and maintained those structures. The ‘normal’ processes at the Maroubra Medical Centre have been diligently followed by me over many years. I respected those as reliable heritage. To me the ‘corporate mind’ there, is the Energy that protects me. The medication – like money - is physical medium through which we confirm that connection  to our body. When the inherited due processes were not followed by the Centre this time, it confirmed that our minds did not connect. ] https://www.blogger.com/blog/post/edit/6863031047273509081/8369629226121863192

When due processes do not work for those of us who operate within the law, we lose confidence in that community regulated by common law. This makes us feel that we are unwanted. At the beginning of these lockdowns last year, we were informed that those over 70 were the most vulnerable group. If this were true a responsible government would have structured a system that gave priority to those over 70,  to take the vaccine. Our GP’s are the ones we trust most and yet there was no communication from them in this regard. That meant to me that they themselves did not connect to the government’s expressions of urgency to be vaccinated. We were left on our own to decide. In addition, when someone makes you feel that they were the authority over the use of English language – in this instance the word ‘compromised’ it makes one feel demoted and small in that environment. One young Australian in high position within Public Service said in a social environment, to appreciate that they did not use the spoilt vaccine into my arm! They all made me feel that the vaccine was a privilege to the likes of who they think I am.

So how did it get to this. The following sharing with a Tamil professional group might give some indicators, to one genuinely seeking:

[The fact that I became Senior Manager at Air Lanka would confirm to a fellow Sri Lankan that I was in management category. But here in Australia, due to the need to focus on family – I refused to put myself through the process of getting an Australian qualification. To me, my Sri Lankan qualification was / is the highest of my qualifications. Hence I accepted the positions allocated to me by those who employed me. That in a way is like fasting or meditation. Through that I realised that I was becoming more proficient in democratic accounting than my seniors by position. On that basis I earned high credentials with those who were less dependent on Central Administration. The UNSW conflict began with me blocking the mind of Central in terms of Research funding. The Medical Faculty was happy with my service but Central Admin carried on as usual. When I left I continued to share my intelligence through emails. Then their bomb burst – with allegations of scientific fraud by Professor Bruce Hall at Liverpool Clinical School. That cost the UNSW quite a bit in terms of money and status. I was satisfied that justice had happened. Except David and Gwen of Sports Medicine – no one came to support me openly. But I stopped expecting support from those who were supported by me. It was in the midst of all this that there was Kungkumum on Sai Baba’s picture given to me by a close relative whose son was killed in 83 in Madras by Tamils who mistook Mani to be a Sinhalese. Mani’s mum is a devotee and said that without Swami’s guidance she would have not recovered from Mani’s death. Others may likewise seek expert help against depression with such mental lockdowns. But those who truly believe in divine power would use their own natural curing abilities.  You may not have need for it – but there are many who are. Hence to my mind, it is wrong to demote someone who has had painful experiences and is sharing it with others to give them courage that like me they also can cure themselves. ]

When I read about the recent incident of stabbing by Mr Samsudeen – a Muslim of Sri Lankan origin – what came to my mind was the questions asked after the 2019 Easter Bomb attack – as to whether they were connected to the Mosque attack on 15 March 2019. Back then I said ‘I do not think so’. But the Latest manifestation is reported to have connections to ISIS and the then President of Sri Lanka also indicated that connection after the Easter bomb attacks. The experience in Afghanistan has confirmed that overpowering such fighters does not work. As one expert pointed out, if we have a hammer we look for nails.  As per Wikipedia:

‘The first recorded statement of the concept was Abraham Kaplan's, in 1964: "I call it the law of the instrument, and it may be formulated as follows: Give a small boy a hammer, and he will find that everything he encounters needs pounding.

The Hindu parallel is that ‘ a weapon is empowered by the relative cumulative Energy of the user’. A big part of this is the respect paid to the guru from whom the user learned the skills.’ That becomes Energy in the mind of the current user.

The question about the New Zealand attacker is whether lockdown isolation amounted to ‘separation’ in which one switches to a different mode and is without supervision or support from others. The 2019 mosque attack claimed 44 lives. Not so the attack by Samsudeen.

Two days back, the Island reported as follows about the reactions in Sri Lanka:

[Public Security Minister Rear Admiral (retd) Sarath Weerasekera has called on police to be vigilant of possible revival of Islamic terrorists, while attending to COVID-19 prevention operations.

Addressing a meeting of senior DIGs and DIGs via zoom on Thursday, the Minister insisted that the police should not let their guard down just because they have been asked to attend the COVID-19 prevention operations.

“The police have to be extra vigilant of possible Islamic terrorist groups to ensure internal security in the country. We know that the police rendered a valuable service in getting rid of the LTTE that had been a major threat to the internal security. However, the scenario is now different because we no longer fight with an easily identifiable enemy. ISIS is an ideology and it is not an easy task to identify the persons who have been indoctrinated. Only the common sign of such people is that they become isolated from others first but later walk on the path from extremism to terrorism. This could be countered but we need the utmost vigilance of the policemen to fight against this latest threat,” the Minister said.]

The above confirms that it is not just the nails that connect to each other but the hammers also. Samsudeen was ‘made in Sri Lanka’. If the mind-structure of the 2019 Easter Bombers who were ‘locals’ had been studied and the root reasons identified with – that would have prevented such hasty declarations that carry the risk of more separations of the Muslim community in Sri Lanka which leads to the mind being drawn to those to whom we seem valuable.

Demotions due to unjust discrimination leads to depression and depression leads to suicidal tendencies. In my case I would refuse to accept anything that I had not earned (including through respect) and hence I learnt to live with that which was ‘given’. It’s like living off alms philosophy in Hinduism as well as in Buddhism. It makes us humble and leads to feeling with those in need.

When the Minister used his skills used during LTTE turmoil, it is highly likely that Police Officers would look for ‘terrorists’ nails instead of possible covid spreaders who are less responsible civilians. This attitude develops when one takes ‘victory’ over one’s own citizens. This is how various governments in Sri Lanka developed alleged Terrorism nails. All due to cheating democracy which requires the government to become the common citizen first and not the clever ‘victorious’ leader. When that is righted the economic crisis that Sri Lanka faces today is likely to be addressed through Tourism – independent of political influences. This kind of army show – confirms the risk of ongoing Terrorism risk – in Sri Lanka. The more we use the Anti-Terrorism hammer – the more we keep the independent tourist away.

Saturday, 4 September 2021

 

Gajalakshmi Paramasivam


04 September   2021

 

 

Inverted Pyramid & Cults

Yesterday, the protagonist in the manifestation published under the title ‘Cult Culture Developing within Tamil Diaspora

 wrote as follows:

[Beautiful account Gaja. I am very impressed by your assessment. It is indeed a very positive assessment. I am so proud of what I have written and how you have interpreted it. Only concern is about you calling us a cult. Cult generally implies to some deviant or extreme behavior or belief without rational judgement and blind faith over someone or something.  

But mine is rational, natural and realistic thinking intended to highlight ignorance and to reform the gullible. You believe falling of holy ash but in reality it is cheating or hallucination. I never said you have mental issues but only queried. May there be peace and wisdom.   Nada]

My response was ‘Each one as per their belief. We are all free to express our belief but not enforce/teach’

As per my mind, one needs a structure of relativity to ‘teach’. To enforce, - for example in lockdowns,  one has to believe in the whole, more than the one on whom one is enforcing. Where there are reliable structures of relativity, there would be no or little need for enforcement.

Belief works independently and is an exponential power. That was confirmed again when the protagonist referred the group this morning to the following Indian temples: Temples in India that are famous for their sensuous sculptures | Times of India Travel (indiatimes.com)

The note said

‘Let take our life, feelings, desires and way of life as art and get better out of all that. Like food, let there be limits. Nada’

 

To me, belief is Energy. Hence juniors who are loyal to those who believe are empowered exponentially. As per my discovery, this is why the LTTE – even though far less in number than the official Sri Lankan Armed forces, was able to outperform them. They were defeated due to loss of this power which happened due to elimination of seniors which in turn blocked the Energy of those who believed in the Political system from flowing  through to armed rebels. The political system of the armed rebels was an internal inverted pyramid about which I stated as follows this morning to the above group:

You state:

[You wrote that you removed VICWIMAL ..but you have copied him !!!  again ,,and again,,,,and again...... You love him, don't you? ]

I do not recall writing that to VICWIMAL who according to my assessment is Nada’s shadow.

In any case Vicwimal included me in two of his messages sent yesterday. The second one went as follows:

[Who is the woman next to this idiot speaker?

Sexy. Only reason I watched the rest of the Video]

He proved himself to be the liar when he asked us to take him off the list.

When you write that I ‘love him again and again’ – that confirms not only that you do not know what love means to me but that you took the opportunity to twist what happened to your advantage to have an outlet for your own emotions.  This was followed by Wham clip at  Wham! - Wake Me Up Before You Go Go (Live from Top of the Pops 1984) - YouTube

 

As per my conclusion – this is your return karma for ridiculing Sivalingam worship by those of us to whom Sivalingam is Love. Belief is beyond rights and wrongs. Belief is not in the form but in the philosophy that the form represents. When you ridicule through  the form, you turn that structure upside down. In other words the physical form tops the hierarchy and philosophy is at the bottom. In lay terms lust is your leader and love is your slave. Your brain therefore turns upside down from that point of cultural change in privacy. In writing also – with surface readers like you – the tendency is to read the most entertaining part first, with philosophy going to the bottom. Nada who claims to be an academic was also doing just that. As an academic he had the duty to begin with the visible effect first and end with the invisible Philosophy at the other end as the root cause.

 

You ask [why did you continue to read Raj's & Nada's email and get offended? The moment you saw Raj's first line in his poem, you should have deleted his email. That is what I would have done if I were you! Same with Prof Nada ]

 

The first one I blocked was you. That happened after you accused me of giving your email address to Donald. That was a false accusation and you did not respond back to make amends. As you would know, when blocked, the email goes into junk folder. From time to time I would take a look at the junk folder. In the case of this group, I brought you back because of others like Nada who is vexations but more logical than you. In terms of Raj – he withdrew after I disciplined him last time by warning that I would go public. But such language was natural to him in this group and hence his excesses. As for Nada – my husband reminded me this morning when I shared the developments – that in one of his early emails Nada had said that I must either be Mother Theresa or Rajapaksa stooge. As per my observation – he stuck to the latter and this was brought out in the case of Valentine Kurusumuthu, who urged me to make books of my writings,  in all three languages, Nada stated that Valentine was  Rajapaksa stooge. But as is the way with Truth – I learnt after that that Valentine was actually related to me through Mr Blacker Ponnambalam of Kilinochchi. As if to confirm Valentine’s appreciation, I was invited this morning by Vanakkam London to participate in the literary work by Ms Thamarai Chelvi. That is how truth works to recognise those who uphold truth.

 

In terms of Nada I had the responsibility to wait longer than I did with Raj, due to Nada being more respectful than Raj towards education. I was careful not to disturb that status order allocated by me as per my own orders. Nada confirmed this by responding to yesterday’s article.

 

In essence all this is towards respect for our community culture.

 

Gaja